Listening to: Morning Rememberance - Bleach OST
Watching: Bleach season 6
Playing: Paper Mario : Sticker Star
Eating: Pita Pocket
So my family and I went through a very tough year last year and were hoping and praying that 2013 would be a good year,
after all we'd already survived a major family blow ( and an impending apocalypse)
However that was cut short when we were dealt another even lower blow on new years day.
My mum, ultimately my greatest friend and confidant was diagnosed with cancer.
So here I am now, wondering why of all people mum would have the devastating disease with a life expectancy of less than a year.
Things are looking pretty grim right now, I'm a tough girl and I'm determined to get through this but there's the tiniest flicker of self doubt.
Self doubt that once mum succumbs to her illness that I will break.
I don't know what to think at the moment, I don't know how to feel,
and I especially don't know what to say.
All I can do is make her last moments on this earth worthwhile so I can have everlasting memories that will tide my sadness.