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So my family and I went through a very tough year last year and were hoping and praying that 2013 would be a good year,
after all we'd already survived a major family blow ( and an impending apocalypse)

However that was cut short when we were dealt another even lower blow on new years day.
My mum, ultimately my greatest friend and confidant was diagnosed with cancer.
So here I am now, wondering why of all people mum would have the devastating disease with a life expectancy of less than a year.
Things are looking pretty grim right now, I'm a tough girl and I'm determined to get through this but there's the tiniest flicker of self doubt.
Self doubt that once mum succumbs to her illness that I will break.

I don't know what to think at the moment, I don't know how to feel,
and I especially don't know what to say.

All I can do is make her last moments on this earth worthwhile so I can have everlasting memories that will tide my sadness.

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~bezawesome Feb 15, 2013  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
I am deeply sorry for you and your mom. I will be praying continually for your family. You are incredibly strong for not breaking down right now, I know I would. :heart: :(
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~ariellepalmer Feb 16, 2013   Traditional Artist
I don't think I'm that strong, but If I broke down now it wouldn't help anything. Have to keep positive to keep mum fighting.
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~bezawesome Apr 24, 2013  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
I think that is an amazing attitude :love:
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~ariellepalmer Apr 25, 2013   Traditional Artist
Unfortunately mum passed away last week... I'm trying to pick the pieces up but it's so hard.
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~NestalgicBits Feb 13, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
So sorry to hear. Sending positive thoughts and energy your way. :hug:

-joe
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~ariellepalmer Feb 16, 2013   Traditional Artist
Thanks, trying to keep as positive as possible. Can be difficult sometimes.
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~ariellepalmer Feb 10, 2013   Traditional Artist
I'm going to need a lot of those in the coming months and after. I think it's time to call on the help of the profession I'm studying for because I need someone to just listen.
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